So, it's been a long time, I've come a long way. Before I start my tirade, I want to thank all of those who have helped me. I was in a dark place for a long time, and some people on this site helped pull me out of this. I have not forgotten any of you, and I never will. Though I have changed mentally, physically, and emotionally, I am still here for you if you ever need me.

My old life is over, and my new life has begun. I'm tired of living in the shadows, of keeping to myself. The person who left Elkhorn a year and half ago no longer exists, and has been replaced by someone I hardly know. My old friends, ones I met in my entire school career, I know I seem to have disappeared. I know it seems like I don't care, and for all I know, you do not care either. I will not let that stop me. I am reaching out to those I have lost, and praying that they will forgive me. Beth, Nalani, Kaleigh, Ruth, Stephanie, even Matt and Josh, I'm not the one you once knew.

None of this makes much sense, trust me I know. I feel like I have abandoned some of you, and it still haunts me to this day. I would love to talk through text, email, even a phone if I have to.